I can't actually imagine what life was life:
a) before mobile phones; and
b) before the internet; and
c) specifically, before eBay.
Things I have noticed that the above have changed about me:
a) I am now very relaxed about social arrangements (which is not the same thing as saying I turn up late. I never do).
b) I am now terrible at spelling.
c) I am now terrible at waiting for things, and have the patience of a fractious toddler.
d) I have an attention span so short, I can't even finish this se
e) I expect to be able to get everything I want.
f) All the things I own are now precisely the things I wanted to own, instead of being whatever vague approximation I could find and lug home, using the bus.
g) Many of those things are unusual or unique, rather than mass produced.
h) Many of those things are second hand or restored, rather than new and mass produced.
i) I can do 150 things at once, without missing a beat.
j) My short term memory is absolutely appalling.
Some of the above is good, and some is not good. In both cases, many of the points above have to do with quick personal gratification, and have an infantilising undertone I am not very comfortable with. I have enough.
After Aug 1, I am going on a gratification fast for 30 days. If I want something, I can wait for it, or make it. I will also learn one decent-length poem by heart, per week, to begin to get my short term memory back to fighting fitness, after years of it sitting on the metaphorical BRAINSOFA, eating crisps.